Today Christmas day, makes one year to the day that I last spoke to John . I cannot believe that tomorrow boxing day is the one year memorial of his passing.Oh, how I missed his laughter, his little chuckles,him calling me "soldier". If one has a flower garden that he prunes and primes, gives sufficient nutrients,water and sun -light. He anticipates the sprouting of petals, then at last beautiful flowers all over his garden. Who, but who! is going to tell him not to pick his most beautiful flower.If you still have a question as to "WHY" then just remember the gardener picked his most beautiful flower.